[The thought had been in his mind a while, although it was always just a fleeting idea, one he hadn't felt the need to follow up on... partly because of Yona's other bonds and partly because of his own. Plus, for whatever reason he's had this idea in his head of needing to leave the potential for another open in case of some emergent circumstance—or in case she found someone better than him to share her soul with.
(And think of how awful it would be for him to ask, only to realize she had someone else in mind.)
He renews his grip on her hand, his gaze moving to the trim on the wall.]
Um...
[If there wasn't someone, he'd just say so. Perhaps she knows him well enough at this point to know as much.]
[ She knows him pretty well, but she's also still very oblivious when it comes to connections in general - especially ones involving herself. Or perhaps it's just that she doesn't tend to jump to assumptions, preferring the honesty from others.
Either way, she squeezes his hand warmly, wondering if she'd overstepped when he stares a hole in the wall. ]
If there's not, that's okay too, you know. You have time.
[She's either not catching the hint, or the idea hasn't occurred to her... neither of which are the greatest outcome... Normally he might have the confidence to be more forward about the request, but the circumstances have him feeling rather fragile.
He continues to not look at her, instead opting to stare at their hands—to which he adds another of his own.]
[ She blinks for a moment, staring at his hand as it comes to clasp over hers. It takes a moment to register why that is relevant - and not a failure on her part. She just... tends to be rather obtuse when it comes to things like that. It's not the first thing her mind jumps to, especially when she's already focusing on someone else and what they need. She's not exactly accustomed to that coming back around to her, and it feels a little self-centered to assume that it would.
But when his words do sink in, she glances up to meet his gaze with a startled look, one that melts into a warm - if rueful - smile a moment later. ]
I do, yes. Another witch and a dragon. But I still have room for one more...?
[The small amount of hope and relief he feels when their eyes finally meet again and he sees that realization doesn't quite show through his expression, unfortunately. It takes a moment for him to continue, opening his mouth for a few seconds before he does actually speak:]
If—
[He cuts himself off, unable to offer the possibility of refusal even though his (polite, human) instinct is to keep asking and making sure.
This time, he simply accepts the offer. Maybe it's a step towards accepting what help he needs, or maybe it's just a coping mechanism he'll abandon later. He lets out a breath.]
[ She studies his expression for a moment - even though it gives away very little of what he's thinking. But then her smile brightens, genuine and warm, and she squeezes his hand. ]
It would be. I'd be honored to have you as my Bonded, Ferran. There are few here I trust more.
[He doesn't know if he's earned that trust, but he certainly hopes he can. He takes in a slow breath, one of his many worries alleviated, but his voice is still a little strained when he finally replies.]
Thanks...
[Hopefully soon he'll have the nerve to express the same sentiment back to her with more than a single word.]
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Date: 2021-06-20 08:44 pm (UTC)(And think of how awful it would be for him to ask, only to realize she had someone else in mind.)
He renews his grip on her hand, his gaze moving to the trim on the wall.]
Um...
[If there wasn't someone, he'd just say so. Perhaps she knows him well enough at this point to know as much.]
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Date: 2021-06-21 12:06 am (UTC)Either way, she squeezes his hand warmly, wondering if she'd overstepped when he stares a hole in the wall. ]
If there's not, that's okay too, you know. You have time.
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Date: 2021-06-23 06:10 am (UTC)[She's either not catching the hint, or the idea hasn't occurred to her... neither of which are the greatest outcome... Normally he might have the confidence to be more forward about the request, but the circumstances have him feeling rather fragile.
He continues to not look at her, instead opting to stare at their hands—to which he adds another of his own.]
You... have two, right?
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Date: 2021-06-23 08:41 pm (UTC)But when his words do sink in, she glances up to meet his gaze with a startled look, one that melts into a warm - if rueful - smile a moment later. ]
I do, yes. Another witch and a dragon. But I still have room for one more...?
[ ...if that's why he was asking? ]
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Date: 2021-06-24 07:55 am (UTC)If—
[He cuts himself off, unable to offer the possibility of refusal even though his (polite, human) instinct is to keep asking and making sure.
This time, he simply accepts the offer. Maybe it's a step towards accepting what help he needs, or maybe it's just a coping mechanism he'll abandon later. He lets out a breath.]
... that would be nice.
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Date: 2021-06-24 01:52 pm (UTC)It would be. I'd be honored to have you as my Bonded, Ferran. There are few here I trust more.
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Date: 2021-06-29 08:45 pm (UTC)Thanks...
[Hopefully soon he'll have the nerve to express the same sentiment back to her with more than a single word.]