[Ferran shakes his head in disagreement. Whatever Yona might think about his control... well, he's worked so hard on his facade. Of course she would think him capable of holding it together.]
I didn't have just one bond before. And I didn't spend more than a day without two, before now.
[If anything, he wants to be less. Less magic, less Fae. Less dangerous.
Though there is one point that she probably has the right of. He's not exactly good about trusting his friends when it comes to issues regarding himself.]
I don't—want to be more. It just means there are more things I don't know about myself... or what I can do. And I don't want to force anyone else to...
[... do something unpleasant to keep him in check, for one. Even if he doesn't care about being hurt by those who have good intentions, he knows such a thing would have an effect on his friends and loved ones.]
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Date: 2021-05-17 05:11 am (UTC)I didn't have just one bond before. And I didn't spend more than a day without two, before now.
[If anything, he wants to be less. Less magic, less Fae. Less dangerous.
Though there is one point that she probably has the right of. He's not exactly good about trusting his friends when it comes to issues regarding himself.]
I don't—want to be more. It just means there are more things I don't know about myself... or what I can do. And I don't want to force anyone else to...
[... do something unpleasant to keep him in check, for one. Even if he doesn't care about being hurt by those who have good intentions, he knows such a thing would have an effect on his friends and loved ones.]