[He grits his teeth, tensing in Yona's embrace despite wanting to be able to relax into it. What he wouldn't do to be able to accept things so easily, to acknowledge that things are done, to have the capability of moving on so quickly. A tear escapes him despite his attempts to keep it together, or at least keep himself in the gloom where everything is dull and numb rather than acutely painful.
Ferran doesn't want to push Yona away, even if he fears that rebuffing her comfort may do so. But he's seen what happens when he bottles everything up, and he'd told Tsutha he wanted to be better than that...]
I just—I need... a minute to be miserable. That's all.
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Date: 2021-04-16 05:27 am (UTC)[He grits his teeth, tensing in Yona's embrace despite wanting to be able to relax into it. What he wouldn't do to be able to accept things so easily, to acknowledge that things are done, to have the capability of moving on so quickly. A tear escapes him despite his attempts to keep it together, or at least keep himself in the gloom where everything is dull and numb rather than acutely painful.
Ferran doesn't want to push Yona away, even if he fears that rebuffing her comfort may do so. But he's seen what happens when he bottles everything up, and he'd told Tsutha he wanted to be better than that...]
I just—I need... a minute to be miserable. That's all.